OH NO. Urine Everywhere.

After spending the night in a parking lot next to the Consciousness Rising event, I headed over to a nearby McDonald's parking lot to borrow their Wifi so I could do two paid sessions through Judy Anderson's Telesummit. If I can park close enough to the building, the McDonald's Wifi works out extremely well.

Each session was very good and both were challenging in their own ways. One was a woman who experienced incredible pain in her stomach -- and had all of her life. I probably gave her more activations in one hour than I've ever given anyone.

The second was an experienced practitioner who was still dealing with a number of difficult issues. She stood out because she was one of the few people I've ever encountered who ALREADY loved herself unconditionally. Sadly, this is a super rare discovery.

Immediately following those two great sessions, I headed over to Ian Dowell's podcast studio and we recorded a nice interview revolving around the problems with society, the incentive program, and the role unconditional love will play in our hope to reach a Utopian society.

Another two hour drive from Fayetteville, Arkansas to Tulsa, Oklahoma where my friend Joshua is temporarily living while he does some work building sets for plays and other events. Joshua was a huge part of my lightworker discovery -- he helped me realize I could activate crystals and helped me discover that I could apply my activations to the chakras. Incredibly instrumental! This is our first time to ever meet each other face-to-face, and it's been great! 

Unfortunately, after arriving at Josh's I decided I should empty the urine receptacle in my composting toilet because I knew it was getting full. It was like a nightmare. My receptacle was OVERLY full. As soon as I opened it up, old, stale, foul-smelling urine splashed out all over the floor of my van. 

I cleaned and cleaned, but it doesn't matter. My home now smells like a porto-potty or an outhouse. Thankfully it's only urine and not fecal, but STILL. It's foul. Tomorrow I'm going to attack it with bleach, and in the process I might have to remove the entire toilet so I can get to all the tiny puddles and pools under the stool.

I have had nightmares where toilets didn't flush, and I just kept peeing and peeing until it overflowed and went all over the floor. I was always so embarrassed in these dreams. Now here I am, living it!

There are definitely some challenges to vanlife, but I'm learning, and I don't think I'll ever let that happen again. I better not.

GROSS.